Leave.Leave me alone!Is that so hard to do?!You don’t care about my feelings,They are nothing to you!What have I done wrong?I just want you to leave,You hurt me more and more,So how can I believe?Your words mean nothing,Your apologies are fake,Just stay away from me!How much pain can I take?!You got what you want,But what about me?I only want one thing,I want to be free!I can’t take it anymore!Every night and day,You just refuse to leave,So at least stay away!
Tears don't bring the dead back to lifeIt's shadow times and sunken livesin a grave of mud and flesh remainsthey've killed many souls with bloody knivesand weaved their ladders out of veins."Away!" they shout when death has criedand off they run, away from pride. "Away!" they scream when death has blownso off they go, when blood has flown.Then there's the boom of drums and trumpetswail. Men fall to graves; they've pain their debts.There's rust in bones, and tears at homeAnd strange lost love that walks alone.There's a pretty, kind lady looking out the windowlittle does she know that now she's a widow.And the little young boy who sleeps in her armshad just lost a father down by the dams.A beautiful girl lies beneath the pine trees,staring at the skies and all what she seesis the bright red sun, bleeding on the horizonthe girl shuts her eyes and death brings her ease.Once an old man had a wonderful familywho lived on the other five chairs aroundthe kids would play and jump so cheerilyfilling a quie
PanicSometimes, I feel myself quickly slipping awayfrom the firm grasp of reality,which had suddenly released its handthat had held onto mine so tightly.I feel myself falling -falling from a sharp cliff towards a calm ocean,only to be claimed by it, instead,and be swept up in the currents' motion.I wonder why - why I was let go;why I didn't try to stopbeing let go.I struggle to gasp for airbut find myself unable to, alas,for just water fills my lungsand bubbles float up towards the surface.Darkness sweeps over me and my heart stops,for I fear the worstmay happen to me or my sweet reality,as my lungs feel ready to burst.I wond
Plenty of TimeThere's still plenty of timeShe said to the windAnd the wind whispered backNot for those who have sinned;Not for those who cryIn the deep of the night,Not for those who dieIn the darkest of light.There's still plenty of timeShe laughed to the boyBut he didn't laugh backFor he found no joy;Not for those who slaveThrough the long, hard days,Not for those who paveThe path for your ways.There's still plenty of timeShe sighed to the moon;The moon knew there wasn'tWhen you're filled with gloom;Dear girl you must learnTime's not what you think,What you get, you must earnWhen your life's on the brink.There's still plenty of
Society is Screaming Society is screaming so loud, I can hear it internally Inside my mind, bouncing off the boundaries All the dishonor, poverty, lies and disgust sound eternally I tell the world, warn them of this coming storm, they tell me it's imaginary The ones who are here to help, they lie through their teeth and lungs Lock me in, "fixing" me up, sending my mind reeling Defiantly I fight, bare arms and legs, as they fill me with drugs They've sent me so far from home, I'm so numb, I can't even feel my feelings My mind is overflowing with images I don't own I remain silent, let them believe it's working Moving slowly through this twisted life
Teach me how to smile.I miss you more everydayLike the sun misses the moonand dream of the Eclipsethat brings me closer to youIt's torture being without youLike soil without the rainYour love fills me with peaceThat gently massages my brainTrying to forget you Is like trying to swim upstreamIf I even had the strength to do itI wouldn't have the will to leaveBeing in love with you thoughIs like peacefully falling asleepI need no longer to have a dreamCause you're already with meSo hold your hand in mineOne more kiss before goodbyesI'll always wait for youbecause you taught me how to smile.
The Fragility of LifeA little girl was born on a beautiful summer day,by the time that she was two she'd learned to talk and play.The next thing mommy knew she was now a child of ten,playing with her Barbie dolls and sometimes with her Ken.Then came sweet sixteen, with a car and a boyfriend too,to her the world was kind and good with each day born anew.On her graduation day her mom and pop were there,the thought of sending her to Yale was more than they could bear.Top of the class was she, now her future's on it's way,but a baby came that year, she gave the child away.When she'd finally made the grade her parents were so proud,the crowds would come t
The Reason whyArguing againIt's all we ever didCould've been over anythingEven someone else's kid.Well today I was tired of itScreaming for no reasonSo with a slam of the doorI was off to enjoy the seasonThe beginning of springSo the air felt so rightMy mind was finally at peaceAnd time flew right on byThen a sudden burst of realityCame in the form of vibrationChecked the caller ID, it was herTrying to ruin my calm sensationStraight to voice-mail she goesIf she needed me she wouldn't have let me leaveNow it's back to my sweet natureOh how much I enjoy the breezeNot even five minutes laterMy phone's going off againCan't she tell t
Broken SentrySo you tell me that you care,Don't you dare.You sweet talk to me to make me smile,But you're not capable of going the extra mile.Is it just me,Or is this the epitomeOf mankind with their silver chalicesFilling with wine from all the palaces.You say you aren't going anywhere,But run at first falter which isn't that fair.Your lies, often told, sink into my skin.My belief in them should surely be a sin.In the case you are honestly not shallow,Your bravery is a field, uselessly fallow.You hold your contempt tight on your struggling heart,That chip on your shoulder, making you tart.But why, may I ask, have you managed to see,T
So You Know She's Alive She's gorgeous, pure mind, embodiment Her future, paved in the cement She laughs, so beautiful A shaky breath, so wonderful That was what she was, But all that's turned to dust On the outside, she doesn't seem bent Still the same case, but what's become of it's contents? Don't be fooled by what you see On the inside, she may be ugly Nothing left but the will to breathe Sweet smiles, valentines Heart cracks, with the stroke of time Nothing left, her home is a lie Wounded hopes, a dream that has died Only a breath, so you know she's alive
Why do you?Why are you crying my dear?Why is your beautiful face full of fright?Please hand me the knife my dear.I want to see you live through this night.Why are you sad my love?Why are you hiding from me?Please don't hide because they called you queer.I can't be happy if you can't be.Why are you hurt my friend?Why are you bleeding out?Please tell me what he did my friend.I will stop him without any doubt.Why are you so small sister?Why don't you eat?Please tell me what you see.I don't want you to give up to this in defeat.Why are you drunk brother?Why do you drown yourself like this?Please don't do this to yourself.She wasn't wo
A sad storyThe other day,A common occurence.I left an innocent note to my parents.You went out, The door had blown open. I left a sarcastic humorous token. At the time, I didn't think anything of it. I wasn't too worried and nothing was nicked. But it played on my mind, Over and over. Why get so anxious about this non-trauma?Do you remember that time, dad?I told you this before-That time years ago, Two men Came to the door. They said they were here to pick up the car.Something about it, it just seemed bizarre. They wore blue overalls, they asked for the keys. But you know what I'm like dad, paranoid me."Sorry, I wasn't told anything
my english homeworkFallen angel wondering forevermoreBlack winged angel flying nevermoreMy guardian angel wondering in the abyssI wish I did not missMy guardian angel forever moreHaunting me to the coreMaking me go insaneForever in painWondering soullesslyImmortality lonelinessCrimson stainsOf my eternal painsLeaving my emotions behindMy love deniedAbandoned for lifeWaiting for my knifeTo redeem my self My inner selfLiving in my own despairWanting to repair
To Be RevealedAnd what is there, lying beyond your mind?A gracious greeting, or death warrant, signed?When your sun is settling down on western sands,Who will await you, stretching out their hands?Are they holding your heart with reverence due,or a knife, with which to strike straight through?At the end of that hallway, what blocks your descent?A saintly soul, or sins to repent?In every tunnel, there are doors to inspect.Some to show the future, others to reflect.No one door, to paradise, leads.No one road to bear the swiftest of steeds.Yet, to Hell, there is no certainty still,Mountains can't be climbed when there is no hill.And so, d
Goodnight My LoveAs my face blurs from your sightI know nothing will be alrightGoodnight, my love, goodnightEmbrace your eternal flightAs I wander this life-long nightMay I see you again when the time is right
Good Morning.It was the early hours of the morning and the sun was rising above the rooftops.It broke through the steamed window and cascaded down her back, covering her in a golden glow.The sun moved ever so slowly and he followed it with his fingertips, making sure his touch didn't wake her.He carefully followed every curve, tracing every outline.He had always loved how soft her skin was, and this was the best time to admire it.She lay there peacefully, blissfully unaware that there was anything happening outside of her dream land.Carefully moving her hair off her face, he took everything in...her freckles, eyelashes, the shape of her lips.
I Question Myself.This is a war that you'll never win.Every word you speak drips with sin.You're the heroine in the vein. What is it that you hope to gain?I am reluctant to care.It's as if our love was never there.Everything I gave was for you.It's a shame you wasted that too.All the times that I cried.All the anger building up inside.Loving you...Was it the right thing to do?